Usually it’s easy for me to just up and leave a situation with no thoughts or even a simple care in the world to come from it.
But this time it’s been different, I have so much to say, yet the words can’t seem to find their way up my throat and out my mouth.
My heart and mind are fighting full force with eachother and it’s like me to usually ignore my mind and go with my good ol’ friend the heart but this time they both have valid points in their arguments and i’m left in the middle trying to make a decision.
Decisions, never been good at them. Procrastination on the other hand, that i can do. And quite well, i might add.
This is one of those situations where i WILL NOT ignore it and let it rot. I simply care too much even if my choice isn’t the “best” one.
I just need time to think and decide for myself what I really want. Moreover, what i really need.
I don’t want this to be over, but i also don’t want to continue on the same path.
Can we, maybe, take a slight detour to the beautiful scenic route? Instead of being on the expressway to…wherever our destination is?